HIDUP MUSTI TERUSSS…

God will never take away something without giving you something better!!!

The cheerful girl with bouncy golden curls was almost five. Waiting with her mother at the checkout stand, she saw them:
a circle of glistening white pearls in a pink foil box. "Oh please, Mommy. Can I have them? Please, Mommy, please?" Quickly the mother checked the back of the little foil box and then looked back into the pleading blue eyes of her little girl’s upturned face.
"A dollar ninety-five. That’s almost $2.00. If you really want them, I’ll think of some extra chores for you and in no time you can save enough money to buy them for yourself. Your birthday’s only a week away and you might get another crisp dollar bill from Grandma."
As soon as Jenny got home, she emptied her penny bank and counted out 17 pennies. After dinner, she did more than her share of chores and she went to the neighbor and asked Mrs. McJames if she could pick dandelions for ten cents. On her birthday, Grandma did give her another new dollar bill and at last she had enough money to buy the necklace. Jenny loved her pearls. They made her feel dressed up and grown up. She wore them everywhere - Sunday school,
kindergarten, even to bed. The Only time she took them off was when she went swimming or had a bubble bath. Mother said if they got wet, they might turn
her neck green.
Jenny had a very loving daddy and every night when she was ready for bed, he would stop whatever he was doing and come upstairs to read her a story. One night when he finished the story, he asked
Jenny, "Do you love me?" "Oh yes, Daddy. You know that I love you." "Then give me your pearls." "Oh, Daddy, not my pearls. But you can  have Princess - the white horse from my collection. The one with the pink tail. Remember, Daddy? The one you gave me. She’s my favorite." "That’s okay, Honey. Daddy loves you. Good night." And he brushed her cheek with a kiss.

About a week later, after the story time, Jenny’s daddy asked again,  "Do you love me?" "Daddy, you know I love you." "Then give me your
pearls." "Oh Daddy, not my pearls. But you can have my
baby doll. The brand new one I got for my birthday. She is so
beautiful and you can have the yellow blanket that matches her sleeper." "That’s okay. Sleep well. God bless you, little one. Daddy loves you" And as always, he brushed her cheek with a
gentle kiss.
A few nights later when her daddy came in, Jenny was sitting on her bed with her legs crossed Indian-style. As he came close, he noticed
her chin was trembling and one silent tear rolled down her cheek. "What is it, Jenny? What’s the matter?" Jenny didn’t say anything but lifted her little hand up to her daddy. And when she opened it, there was her little pearl necklace. With a little quiver, she finally said, "Here, Daddy. It’s for you."

With tears gathering in his own eyes, Jenny’s kind daddy reached out with one hand to take the dime-store necklace, and with the other hand he reached into his pocket and pulled out a blue velvet case with a strand of genuine pearls and gave them to Jenny. He had them all the time. He was just waiting for her to give up the dime-store stuff so he could give her the genuine treasure.

So as it is with our Heavenly Father. He is waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that he can give us beautiful treasure.

Isn’t God good? Are you holding onto things which God wants you to let go of? Are you holding on to harmful or unnecessary
partners, relationships, habits and activities which you have come so attached to that it seems impossible to let go of? Sometimes it is so hard to see what is in the other hand, but do  believe this one thing.God will never take away something without giving you something better to take its place…

assalamualaikum… ump, nis dah 4 ari dok umah… saket mater… masya-Allah, kalu tgk dlm cermin, wuish…. cam bukan muker sendirik… kelopak mater tas langsung tak der, kelopak mater bawah jatuh n penuh ngan rembesan kuman… itulah, Allah dah marah… Dier cubit anis sket…

penah saket mater tak? anis dpt nie pun dr kak yah, huhuhuh, tapi tak leh nak marah dier jugak… bukan kami yang pinta jd begini… kononnyer dok umah biler saket bley la wat kejer ofis/ mssa, ump, mater lansung tak leh bukak apertah lagi nak tgk screen computer… itulah dugaan…

Alhamdulillah… Sekurang2nyer dosa2 kecil luruh tatkala kiter redha dgn saket nie… ump, nis kener aritu ari jumaat… biaser la kalu semayang subuh ari Jumaat dgn ku, mustilah ader sujud sajadah… huhuhu, raser cam nak tercabut bebola mater nie… ump, time tue anis br sdar, rupernyer kuman mater ni dah masuk mater nis…

ari ni, raser dah busan, jd kener jugak bukak computer.. penat jugak raser mater ni tgk screen computer nie ek… kecian aina n misha kat ofis… huhuh, esok ader satu ari lagi cuti… dah la minggu ni, minggu akhir aina… huhuhuhu, sdeynyer… patutnyer kiter sesamer kejer ke titisan terakhir yerk korang… huhuhuh…misss Aina n MIsha sesgt… hugsss hugsss hugsss u guysss.. muahsss slmt kejer.. hari rabu kiter masuk ofis… huhuh

Maha Suci Allah s.w.t yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Pengampun…

Alhamdulillah, raser dah lamer tak tulis blog nie, especially lepas tulis blog yang didelete (beberaper minggu sebelum nie)… ekekek, saper yang terbacer tue, simpan sendiri2 jer la eh…

Alkisah , masuklah practical 23hb yang lalu… Takut hanyer Allah yang tau, tak tau la naper, tapi ader perasaan cam tol2 bekerja plak… Yang pasti kener portray hasil kejer yang da best (wajeb jage namer UIA yg terchenta) uiks…

Bgn awal tul pagi Isnin tue, umph! Semangat! Chayok! Naik lrt kul 7pg, tukar train sampai la anis di stesen LRT Star Bandaraya… Pagi tue, masuk bilik, HR department. Kener briefing, dr satu department ke satu department lain, setiap ketua unit bagi briefing. Byk bender baru belajar, hilang sikit raser gugup 1st day kejer.

Dapat tempat, krusi, meja sendiri, diperkenalkan pader sumer staff. Lebeh kurang kul 12, masuk la dlm bilik kaca, Bos pompuan dier masuk. Subhanallah, memang chantek ar… Mater dier chantek, ruper dier chantek, dan yang paling penting, die bukak jer mulut, budi pekerti memang tip top… huhhuhuh,dah la bekerjaya, architect yang disegani, muslimah yang baik, hormat org tua (bagai dikater oleh makcik tea lady) adore sungguh… moger dapat la anis suatu ari nanti jadik cam dier… idolaku… puan syikin (walopun dier suh panggel kak syikin… huhuhu) (Puan S)

ruper2nyer biler diselidiki, dier menantu Dato’. company tue punyer Head for Design Department. wow, hebat sungguh! Puan S ni la yang tempatkan anis (ngan kwn satu practical -Misha, usm 2nd yr) tuk wat aper2 kejer. Dier selak jer portfolio anis ngan misha, komen sikit sebyk… tapi yang pasti memberangsangkan… trus dier set kener wat kejer aper… huhuhuh

Tak rugi masuk dis company, 77 org staffs, 57 lelaki, 20 pompuan. walopun nampak cam lamer, skema sket tapi dpt raser soul staff yg hidup dlm company tue mcm family. dpt raser islamic environment tue.

Contoh: susunan tempat working area tuk staff pompuan, dier letak kat area2 yang dlm kelompok pompuan. Staff pompun cina pun ader yang pakai baju kurung. Memang raser selesa. Memanjat kesyukuran yang tak terkater ke hadrat Allah.

Ader surau, ader pantry (sumer ofis pun ader, ekekekke). Al- maklumla, jakun tak penah masuk memaner ofis sebelum nie.. ekekkekek… resource centre, ngan projek dis company yang sebelum2 nie pun bley anis access… byk bley blajar.

disebabkan keselesaan nie la, anis tgk, ader staff yang hampir umur dah 62 thn, pun kejer lagi kat sini. ader yang kejer hampir 20 thn, ader yang kejer 7thn ubah angin masuk company lain, tapi atlast, mintak blek masuk dis company…

huhuhu, bley tgk tahap keselesaan pekerja n hak kebajikan pekerja yang dijaga rapi… itulah yang kiter cari… Dato’ (owner of da company) nie siap sara satu umah kebajikan kat Janda Baik… tiap tahun ader hari kluarga syarikat, trip ke sane ke mari. sampai mak cik tea lady pun dapat meraser melancong Australia ngan da whole company…

huhuhuh, best sungguh… Tak tau la anis nak raser aper lagi… kalu la anis tak dipanggil kejer oleh JKR lepas kuar nanti, dah tak terikat ngan contract JPA. Teringin nak meraser jadi pekerja kat company nie… huhuh angan2…

jadi yang pasti, esok ader present ideas depan Dato’. 1st time nak tgk Dato’ jarak dekat… hehehe, bangge btul anak kelantan bejayer sampai tahap nie. Moger Allah menerima segala amal, ibadahnyer, … memperlapangkan segala urusan dan melimpahkan rahmat rezeki dier, kluarga, company dan seluruh org yang berader disampingnye. Amin…

-org yang menjadikanmu idola— ekekkek, anis (anak kelate gaks)-   

entahlaa aper nak raser… skrg kat lab, ader ngan Dr. Zuraini, class research methodology… Nak tak nak memang kener dtg kelas gak… anis tak nak tinggal kelas kalu bley, nanti banyak yang rugi… huhuhuh, ubat dah mkn, lengan pun dah kener suntik… batuk makin tak ok, selsema makin bermaharaja lela…. alahai anis…

terbayang plak hal2 kat umah… huhuhu, akibat anis byk abis maser kat umah sepanjang demam nie, hana pun dah ikut skali demam… Bonda ckp hana demam sebab hari sebelumnyer, dier ader amek darah (medical check- up)… tapi anis tetap raser salah…

Cian dier, tunjuk gigi, nak minum susu pun tak lalu, tapi anis tahu dier lapar… susahkan biler kiter sakit tapi tak ley nak bagitau… ayer mater ngalir tak henti pun kalo org sekeliling tak endah tak der guner…. ini menunjukkan hanyer org sekeliling yang sensitive jer yang bley sedar… pastinyernyer la bonda ngan ku yang perasan dulu…

huhu, sorry hana… mamanis tak sengajer… muahsss

reheasal tue terjadinyer hari Jumaat lepas… Ya Allah bahagier Allah yang tahu… mungkin sebab dah lamer sgt tak jumper kengkawan lamer… Biler bersatu semuler mmg seronok… Waktu tue la nampak muker sumer org pun berseri- seri… Mmg puas… puas raser hati anis… tak sia- sia walopun perlu berpenat sket… Mmg seronok…

Malam tue jer, mmg tol2 tak dapat nak tahan sebak… makin lamer tgk kwn2, makin tak dapat tahan… tetiber jer raser mcm nak peluk kak Fiza… mencurah2 ayer mater macam dah tak leh nak tahan2… tak la sbb aper, mungken sbb dah rindu amat yang lamer sgt…

Kak fiza tak dapat nak control, pas plak pluk kak sab, shaliz and seterusnyer madin.. dengan harapan nak legakan anis, tapi makin bertambah worst… biasernyer anis bley simpan… tapi time tue mmg tol2 tak tahan sebak… kalo dulu 2 bley senyum walopun hati nie tak gumbira, tapi malam tue mmg cuber gak senyum walopun ayer mater tak der tander nak berenti…

heheheh, per2 pun, thank you kawan2… anis benar2 perlukan korang sekarang… blek bilik mlm tue, madina tumpang tido bilik anis… berborak dr hati ke hati sampai kol 5 pagi… mmg puas dapat kongsi ceriter… dah lamer tak sembang2 mesra cam gitu… raser bahagier, terimer kasih madin… I really appreciate it…

esoknyer kuar ngan madin + azim gie jusco wangsa maju… hehhee. breakfast, mkn2… beli dua 3 benda blek uia… pastu barula hantar madin blek… heheheh mmg seronok… tapi hakikatnyer, blek tue demam… huhuhuhuhu… mungkin sebab terlampau stress ngan kejer… hehehhehe

Hari nie anis masih hidup ngan makan ubat lagiey… harap2 cepat sembuh… smile….

Anis ingatlagi maser dulu… zaman tue kiter agak2 muder lagi ar.. tahun 3 sem 2… di bawah pimpinan Bro. omar… heheheh, maser tue, ramai gak ar yang ngeluh awal2 biler dier trained kiter tuk ikut care dier.. tapi lamer2 kiter bley adapt…

tapi biler pk2 blek skarang, byk bender dah berubah… benda tue yang byk ajar kiter sebenarnyer, tuk stand on our own feet.. main futsal sesamer… dan yang pasti, anis dah terbukak sket otak nie tuk terimer aper tue bola… (walopun sepak2 tak kener bola… hehehehe)

rindu la zaman tue… harap yang lain tak luper… buat survey 5 kilometre laaa… memacam lagie laa… hehehehe, dulu merungut tapi sekarang bender tue la yang tinggal kesan kenangan indah yang paling besar dlm kepla otak nie…

hehehehe- per2 pun sayang bro. omar…

teringat plak kisah yang ditulis oleh junior kiter dlm tanggam ngan KAED@org… dier mungkin tak sedar mcm kiter lagi… tak sepatutnyer dier mengujarkan bahwe lecturer kiter pemalas sbb tak nak spoon feed students… umph, ayat tue mmg sesungguhnyer telah menyarik hati ramai lecturer kiter…

maner school spirit yang kiter nak war2 kan… inilah yang kiter mungkin dah luper… Walopun seseorang tue ajar kiter ’satu huruf sekalipun’ ia tetap ilmu, dan org itu perlukan penghormatan drpd kiter… kiter sebagai manusia biaser tak berhak menetapkan kedudukan org yang lebih tua drpd kiter dengan anggapan yang tak berasas macam tue…

cuberla agaknyer kalo dier ditakdirkan jd cikgu, and students wat dier mcm tue… huhuhu, sadis… aper agak rasernyer… yang paling perit biler melontorkan pandangan sendiri untuk tontonan umum, org luar yang mungkin salah mengintepritasi maksud sebenar…

conclusionnyer, hormatila guru… plis and plis… what you do, you will get back… berbuat baikla pader org lain… Tak susah kalu kiter ikhlas… sayangi org lain dan jgn mudah bersangka buruk… smile- May Allah be with you always…

MAJULAH KAED!!! SAYANGILAH SCHOOL KITER… p/s - biler korang dah jauh dr kaed, korang akan miss teratak ini… percayalah… kami bercakap melalui pengalaman…

Hari graduation bakal menjelang tiba… huhu, tapi aper2 feel pun tak dapat raser lagie… mungkin sbb baju pun blum try… tapi sebab utama yang paling hakiki- sbb skrg tgh sebok ngan design high rise yang tak penah nak OK… Anis skrg nampaknyer maken kurang semangat… ntah maner la ia hilang… bangun pagi, celik jer gi mandi, pakai baju, semayang, tido blek (slalunyer la) terus gie kelas… Sumer jadi daily routine yang kekadang tak kekal pun dalam kepaler…

aper yang pasti, raser lonely sesgt biler studio yang dulu 100 org tinggal 30. pusing kire- pusing kanan nak borak pun asyik muker samer… terkenang zaman dulu2 maser ngan member2… hehehe, gelak sampai satu studio pun bley pecah… hehehe, dulu marah gak biler tgk bebudark laki main bola dlm studio, bising giler… tapi skrg raser miss plak biler diorang dah tak buat lagi (sbb dah tak cukup korum)… umph…

kalo waktu lunch hour sebokla bebudark nie cari meja yang cukup panjang tuk muatkan sumer org… tapi skrg, dua meja pun dah ok…mmg dah tak meriah cam dulu lagiey… huhuhu, maser dulu- ader la gak citer yang berlainan jenis, tapi skrg blek2 citer yang samer jer… umph… biler calculate kisah duker ngan manis zaman dulu… memang jawapan dier infinity… the value is too high…

no one can even replace the memories… tak kesah la sedeh ker suker ker… yang penting idup bersamer- samer dulu mmg gumbira…

-sayang korang sesgt-

RINDU KORANG SESGT….